I wonder

I trying to be good for everyone. 

You are not the exception.

But I wonder why,

Is it so hard to reply a person?

its okay,  I did what I suppose to do.

You are the one who missed it. 

So, goodbye!

friends

:)

Friends, thank you for being there...

what if?

Thanks for the people who decide to leaving you,

Because of them, You learn to be strong.

even stronger.

The tears you dropped, is the evidence for you TO  must be get up as soon as possible.




I'm emo tonight. Ever since he leave me, I feel that some part of me has gone.



I'm not sad because he has gone.

I'm sad because never knew to protect myself.

and Now, the most deep inside of me bleeding.


I've learn that never ever put someone too important.

I always thought Mr B is the most painful one.

and Now come MR M.

You make me don't even dare to stay at home alone before this.



I'm gonna face it and you gonna get lost !



Hey, I'm enough for this alright?

Where are you?

remember ?


when I'm upset you always told me, " I'm here"


and Where were you now?


I always wanted to find a reason for letting you go.


What he said is right : The one who needed to find a reason is you, not me.




and Forget about that you will be there when I upset.


I just need to get through this process and I will be alright.

Come on

Jane LIM!


Please.. Please recover as soon as possible.

This isn't the life you wish to have now.


He shouldn't pop out in this period.  No, He shouldn't pop out in my life anymore

Get up!

Get Up Jane.!



I'm tired of being emo. Please.... Rescue me.



I'm done of it.

Im tired of tearing.


FUCK IT. FUCK YOU!



it's been a long time I never type FUCK in my blog.


Maybe, It's time to get back my life again.

Get used of it

Life is always unexpected.

Yes, I went into a relationship before this. 

But it never stay long.

and I don't wanna mention about it.

That's nothing I want to keep secret from.

It's nothing special.

But I'm hurt so bad.

So, If you never see me smile.

Please, Try to understand me.

I'm not being cool.

I just need sometimes to be alright.

I'm having exam right now.

I couldn't control my emotional and yet I force myself to.

I couldn't concentrate yet I have to.

so, I just need a hug or maybe a smile from you.

It's more than enough, buddies.

and for you, all the best and have a blast.

Don't worry, This is not the first time for me to face all these shit.

It's just a process and I'll be alright.

See you people, I will be back when  I'm done

Learn from Mistake

I want to get a new life now.

A brand new Me.

A brand new Jane Lim.



No matter how hard it is. I will get through it.

Watch out.

没有必要

你，对我来说，没有影响力。


现在的我们也河水不犯井水，


可是，我对于你以前的态度真的很糟糕。


可是说是，恨之入骨


可能，在某时候，我曾经当过你是朋友，拿出真心来和你做朋友，


过后，你的不理智，不说道理，真的把我给惹毛了。


当你爱上一个人，除了你和她有妈妈生以外，其他人只要是不顺你们的，都被不理智的对待。



保护自己的女人不是这样的方法，你可能在工作上很成功，可是你有看港剧吗？


那种很有钱有势的男人，可是却缺少了礼貌与尊重。



对，你会很有钱，可是你真的真的不要跌倒。



因为我会唱 "fantastic baby" ， 懂它的lyrics 吗？


i wanna dance dance dance dance dance.


对，人就是这样，你站的越高，别人越盼望你跌倒，可是我不是。



我没有盼望你跌倒，我只想看你跌倒的后果，因为，我知道人没有可能永远处于高潮。



我知道有天你会跌倒，可是我想看对你真正的朋友有多少。




想要让自己成功，不只是靠自己，到时候你会发现。


你的态度与行为会让你吃多少苦。




我真的很怀疑，你的头除了往上扬， 你有低头 看过人吗？




除了做生意时，你对别人有几好？






You know what? BOOM SHAKALAKA.   BE alright MR.

it's been awhile

 :) I'm not healthy as usual anymore.

I tried to avoid this problems and persuade myself that I'm healthy . trololo! But, today I realized I'm not seriously.

I can't run as fast as my previous record.

I can't swim like a fish.

I can't play badminton like my previous power.

I love Sports, I enjoy it.

But, seems like I don't have the right to love it anymore?

It's not nice having asthma, it kills my brain cell alots. 

it's not nice, when you almost faint in the toilet.

it's not nice when you can't even breath normally.

you feel like vomit but you can't vomit out. 

gosh, it's suffer me.

我没有资格

只要你愿意付出，幸福自然会来敲门。

一直以来我有在付出。




可是，我得不到肯定。